8/21/10

Fall Out Boy- You're Crashing But You're No Wave

The DA is dressed to the nines
In the mirror he practices all his lines
To his closing arguments, 12 hearts beat in favor
I'm guessing that he read the morning paper
The headline reads "The Man Hangs", but the jury doesn't
( Jury doesn't)

And everyone's looking for relief
United States Vs disbelief
And mothers cast tears on both sides of the aisle
Clear your throat and face the world
The verdict falls like bachelors for bad luck girls
Only breathing with the aid of denial

Case open, case shut,
But you could pay to close it like a casket,
Baby boy can't lift his headache head,
Isn't it tragic
Wo wo wo wo wooo

He glances at his peers sitting 7 to 12
Stacked on 1 to 6 the gallery is hushed
Boys in three pieces dream of grandstanding and bravado
The city sleeps in a cell notwithstanding what we all know
Hang on a rope or bated breath, whichever you prefer

And everyone's looking for relief
A bidding war for an old flame's grief
The cause, the kid, the course, the charm and the curse,
Not a word that could make you comprehend
Too well dressed for the witness stand
The press prays for whichever headline's worse

Case open, case shut,
But you could pay to close it like a casket
Baby boy can't lift his headache head
Isn't it tragic
Wo wo wo wo
Fresh pressed suit and tie
Unimpressed birds sing and die
Can talk my way out of anything
The foreman reads the verdict "in the above entitled actions, we find the defendant"
Guilty
( Guilty, guilty, guilty)

Case open, case shut,
But you could pay to close it like a casket
Baby boy can't lift his headache head
Isn't it tragic

Case open, case shut,
But you could pay to close it like a casket
Baby boy can't lift his headache head
Isn't it tragic
Wo wo wo wo wooo

8/18/10

Facts about Pete Wentz

Name: Peter Lewis Kingston Wentz III
Birthday: June 5, 1979
Birth Place: Wilmette, IL
Nickname(s): Pete, Petah, Peterabit, P, Peter Pan, Petey, Mr. Sandman
Influences: Vampires, The HXC, Cocaine and Bukowski
Movie(s): The Nightmare before Christmas & Star Wars
Eye Color: Brown
Favorite Things: His mom, My Chemical Romance, Straight Edge, Girls Jeans, Transformers, and Tim Burton
Weird Facts (For Your Information I found this post on another website, so I have no idea why the author called it weird facts) :
  • Great soccer player in highschool
  • Has a younger brother named Andrew and younger sister named Hilary
  • Went to Depaul University (Didn't gradute though)
  • Best friend's of Patrick Stump
  • Has his nipple pierced
  • Loves to jump off high things on stage while performed
  • Has a Nightmare Before Christmas tattoo and many others
Pete was really into Punk Rock. A couple bands that he played in before Fall Out Boy are Arma Angelus, Extinction, and Yellow Road Priest. He wrote a book called "The Boy with the Thorn in his Side" and "Rainy Day Kids" which supposed to came out to the store on 2006. He has his own label company (Decaydance Records) which signed several bands like Panic! At the Disco, October Fall, Gym Class Heros, and The Hush Sound. As a child, Pete enjoyed reading books like "Curious George" but his favorite story of all was probably "The Story of Ferdinand" by Munro Leaf. The story is about this bull who sits under a cork tree and smells flowers instead of going into the ring and fighting. Pete finds this very inspirtational that he names an album "From Under The Cork Tree" which own by Fall Out Boy.

Jacoby Dakota Shaddix

Yesterday i was googling around searching about Ashton Kutcher and then somehow it's related to Pete Wentz. maybe two of them are related to 'douches' result, nah. after reading a blog post about pete, i saw a link post of Jacoby Shaddix. then i went to those link and saw a biography of him. Jacoby is the lead singer of Papa Roach. he's also known as Coby Dick, Jonny Vodka, and John Doe. his parents named him as Jacoby Dakota Shaddix, which i think it's cool because which parents really named his son Shaddix? Unfortunately his parents divorced when he was six years old. Poor little boy. Jacoby was born on Mariposa, California, July 28, 1976. by the way my birthday is fifteen days before his! I also post a happy birthday on his blog and he does replied it! Actually, he posted thank you's post for all his fans but who cares, I'M STILL EXITED. Jacoby has a lot tattoos. one of which, reads 'Here Lies Of Jacoby Dakota Shaddix' , at the bottom of the scroll 'Born With Nothing, Die With Everything' , at the top of his chest 'Born To Rock' , on his neck bears with the chinese character says 'Love'. he also tattooed both of his hands. the left hand says 'Hate' and the right says 'Love'. Jacoby married with Kelly Shaddix, whom he has two sons with, Jagger Shaddix and Makaile Ciello Shaddix. He actually named his first son with Jagger. Seriously, what's the good from Jagger? I myself think his son's names are wierder than Pete Wentz's , Bronx Mowgli Wentz. I mean we still can spelled it like, Bronx and Mowgli. But Makaile, Ciello, Jagger? Dude. Well, honestly i don't really care about his son's name, i still love him though. This morning, i found a quotes about Jacoby which makes me love him more "My name is Jacoby Shaddix. I like long walks on the beach and hand jobs at sunset. I love ice cream sandwiches and God. I love to smile, I also like to treat myself like shit occasionally" isn't that sweet? I think he's such a lovable tard rock star. and I know he does feel like a tard! :) *no offense*

8/13/10

Snow White and The Seven Dwarfs

Long, long ago, in the winter time, when the snowflakes were falling from the sky, a beautiful Queen sat beside her window, which was framed in black ebony, and stitched. As she worked, she looked sometimes at the falling snow, and so it happened that she pricked her finger with her needle, so that three drops of blood fell upon the snow. "How pretty the red blood looked upon the dazzling white!" The Queen said to herself as she saw it "Ah me! If only I had a dear little child as white as the snow, as rosy as the blood, and with hair as black as the ebony window frame"
Soon afterwards a little daughter came to her, who was white as snow, rosy as the blood, and whose hair was as black as ebony. So she was called Little Snow White.
A year passed away, and the King took another wife. She was very beautiful, but so proud and haughty that she could not bear to be surpassed in beauty by anyone. She possessed a wonderful mirror which could answer her when she stood before it and said
"Mirror, mirror upon the wall, Who is the fairest of all?"
The mirror answered "Thou, O Queen, art the fairest of all" and the Queen was contented, because she knew the mirror could speak nothing but the truth.
But as time passed on, Little Snow White grew more and more beautiful, until when she was seven years old, she was as lovely as the bright day, and still more lovely than the Queen herself, so that when the lady one day asked her mirror
"Mirror, mirror upon the wall, Who is the fairest of all?"
It answered "O Lady Queen, though fair ye be, Snow White is fairer far to see"
The Queen was horrified, and from that moment envy and pride grew in her heart like rank weeds, until one day she called a huntsman and said "Take the child away into the woods and kill her, for I can no longer bear the sight of her. And when you return bring with you her heart, that I may know you have obeyed my will"
The huntsman dared not disobey, so he led Snow White out into the woods and placed an arrow in his bow to pierce her innocent heart, but the little maid begged him to spare her life, and the child's beauty touched his heart with pity, so that he bade her run away.
Then as a young wild boar came rushing by, he killed it, took out its heart, and carried it home to the Queen.
Poor little Snow White was now all alone in the wood, and so frightened was she that she trembled at every leaf that rustled. So she began to run, and ran on and on until she came to a little house, where she went in to rest.
In the little house everything she saw was tiny, but more dainty and clean than words can tell.
Upon a white-covered table stood seven little plates and upon each plate lay a little spoon, besides which there were seven knives and forks and seven little goblets. Against the wall, and side by side, stood seven little beds covered with snow-white sheets.
Snow White was so hungry and thirsty that she took a little food from each of the seven plates, and drank a few drops of wine from each goblet, for she did not wish to take everything away from one. Then, because she was so tired, she crept into one bed after the other, seeking for rest, but one was too long, another too short, and so on, until she came to the seventh, which suited her exactly. So she said her prayers and soon fell fast asleep.
When night fell the masters of the little house came home. They were seven dwarfs, who worked with a pick-axe and spade, searching for cooper and gold in the heart of the mountains.
They lit their seven candles and then saw that someone had been to visit them. The first said, "Who has been sitting on my chair?"
The second said, "Who has been eating from my plate?"
The third, "Who has taken a piece of my bread?"
The fourth, "Who has taken some of my vegetables?"
The fifth, "Who has been using my fork?"
The sixth, "Who has been cutting with my knife?"
The seventh, "Who has been drinking out of my goblet?"
The first looked round and saw that his bed was rumpled, so he said "Who has been getting into my bed?"
Then the others looked round and each one cried, "Someone has been on my bed too?"
But the seventh saw little Snow White lying asleep in his bed, and called the others to come and look at her and they cried aloud with surprise, and fetched their seven little candles, so that they might see her the better, and they were so pleased with her beauty that they let her sleep on all night.
When the sun rose Snow White awoke, and, oh! How frightened she was when she saw the seven little dwarfs. But they were very friendly, and asked what her name was. "My name is Snow White" she answered.
"And how did you come to get into our house?" questioned the dwarfs.

Then she told them how her cruel step-mother had intended her to be killed, but how the huntsman had spared her life and she had run on until she reached the little house. And the dwarfs said, "If you will take care of our house, cook for us, and make the beds, wash, mend, and knit, and keep everything neat and clean, then you may stay with us altogether and you shall want for nothing"
"With all my heart," answered Snow White and so she stayed.
She kept the house neat and clean for the dwarfs, who went off early in the morning to search for copper and gold in the mountains, and who expected their meal to be standing ready for them when they returned at night.
All day long Snow White was alone, and the good little dwarfs warned her to be careful to let no one get into their house.
The Queen believing that Snow White was dead, and that therefore she was again the most beautiful lady in the land, went to her mirror, and said "Mirror, mirror upon the wall, who is the fairest fair of all?"
The mirror answered "O Lady Queen, though fair ye be, Snow White is fairer far to see. Over the hills and far away, she dwells with seven dwarfs to- day"
How angry she was, for she knew that the mirror spoke the truth, and that the huntsman must have deceived her. She thought and thought how she might kill Snow White, for she knew she would have neither rest nor peace until she really was the most beautiful lady in the land. At length she decided what to do. She painted her face and dressed herself like an old pedlar-woman, so that no one could recognize her, and in this disguise she climbed the seven mountains that lay between her and the dwarfs's house, and knocked at their door and cried, "Good wares to sell-very cheap to-day!"
Snow White peeped from the window and said, "Good day, good-wife, and what are your wares?"
"All sorts of pretty things, my dear" answered the woman. "Silken laces of every colour" and she held up a bright coloured one, made of plaited silks.
"Surely I might let this honest old woman come in?" thought Snow White, and unbolted the door and bought the pretty lace.
"Dear, what a figure you are, child" said the old woman "Come, let me lace you properly for once."
Snow White had no suspicious thoughts, so she placed herself in front of the old woman that she might fasten her dress with the new silk lace. But in less than no time the wicked creature had laced her so tightly that she could not breathe, but fell down upon the ground as though she were dead. "Now" said the Queen "I am once more the most beautiful lady in the land" and she went away.
When the dwarfs came home they were very grieved to find their dear little Snow-White lying upon the ground as though she were dead. They lifted her gently and, seeing that she was too tightly laced, they cut the silken cord, when she drew a long breath and then gradually came back to life.
When the dwarfs heard all that had happened they said, "The pedlar-woman was certainly the wicked Queen. Now, take care in future that you open the door to none when we are not with you"
The wicked Queen had no sooner reached home than she went to her mirror, and said "Mirror, mirror upon the wall, who is the fairest fair of all?"
And the mirror answered as before "O Lady Queen, though fair ye be, Snow White is fairer far to see. Over the hills and far away, she dwells with seven dwarfs to-day"
The blood rushed to her face as she heard these words, for she knew that Snow White must have come to life again.
"But I will manage to put an end to her yet" she said, and then by means of her magic, she made a poisonous comb.
Again she disguised herself, climbed the seven mountains, and knocked at the door of the seven dwarfs's cottage, crying "Good wares to sell-very cheap today!"
Snow White looked out of the window and said "Go away, good woman, for I dare not let you in"
"Surely you can look at my goods" answered the woman, and held up the poisonous comb, which pleased Snow White so well that she opened the door and bought it.
"Come, let me comb your hair in the newest way" said the woman, and the poor unsuspicious child let her have her way, but no sooner did the comb touch her hair than the poison began to work, and she fell fainting to the ground.
"There, you model of beauty," said the wicked woman, as she went away "You are done for at last!"
But fortunately it was almost time for the dwarfs to come home, and as soon as they came in and found Snow White lying upon the ground they guessed that her wicked step-mother had been there again, and set to work to find out what was wrong.
They soon saw the poisonous comb, and drew it out, and almost immediately Snow-White began to recover, and told them what had happened.
Once more they warned her to be on her guard, and to open the door to no one.
When the Queen reached home, she went straight to the mirror and said
"Mirror, mirror on the wall, Who is the fairest fair of all?"
And the mirror answered "O Lady Queen, though fair ye be, Snow White is fairer far to see. Over the hills and far away, she dwells with seven dwarfs to-day"
When the Queen heard these words she shook with rage. "Snow White shall die" she cried "Even if it costs me my own life to manage it"
She went into a secret chamber, where no one else ever entered, and there she made a poisonous apple, and then she painted her face and disguised herself as a peasant woman, and climbed the seven mountains and went to the dwarfs's house.
She knocked at the door. Snow White put her head out of the window, and said "I must not let anyone in, the seven dwarfs have forbidden me to do so"
"It's all the same to me" answered the peasant woman "I shall soon get rid of these fine apples. But before I go I'll make you a present of one"
"Oh! No" said Snow White "for I must not take it."
"Surely you are not afraid of poison?" said the woman. "See, I will cut one in two. The rosy cheek you shall take, and the white cheek I will eat myself"
Now, the apple had been so cleverly made that only the rose-cheeked side contained the poison. Snow White longed for the delicious looking fruit, and when she saw that the woman ate half of it, she thought there could be no danger, and stretched out her hand and took the other part. But no sooner had she tasted it than she fell down dead.
The wicked Queen laughed aloud with joy as she gazed at her. "White as snow, red as blood, black as ebony" she said "This time the dwarfs can't awaken you"
And she went straight home and asked her mirror "Mirror, mirror upon the wall, Who is the fairest fair of all?"
And at length it answered "Thou, O Queen, art fairest of all!"
So her envious heart had peace-at least, so much peace as an envious heart can have.
When the little dwarfs came home at night they found Snow White lying upon the ground. No breath came from her parted lips, for she was dead. They lifted her tenderly and sought for some poisonous object which might have caused the mischief, unlaced her frock, combed her hair, and washed her with wine and water, but all in vain-dead she was and dead she remained. They laid her upon a bier, and all seven of them sat round about it, and wept as though their hearts would break, for three whole days.
When the time came that she should be laid in the ground they could not bear to part from her. Her pretty cheeks were still rosy red, and she looked just as though she were still living.
"We can't hide her away in the dark earth" said the dwarfs, and so they made a transparent coffin of shining glass, and laid her in it, and wrote her name upon it in letters of gold. Also they wrote that she was a King's daughter. Then they placed the coffin upon the mountain-top, and took it in turns to watch beside it. And all the animals came and wept for Snow-White, first an owl, then a raven, and then a little dove.
For a long, long time Snow White lay in the coffin, but her form didn't wither. She only looked as though she slept, for she was still as white as snow, as red as blood, and as black as ebony.
It chanced that a King's son came into the wood, and went to the dwarfs's house, meaning to spend the night there. He saw the coffin upon the mountain-top, with Snow White lying within it, and he read the words that were written upon it in letters of gold.
And he said to the dwarfs "If you will but let me have the coffin, you may ask of me what you will, and I will give it to you"
But the dwarfs answered, "We wouldn't sell it for all the gold in the world"
Then said the Prince "Let me have it as a gift, I pray you, for I can't live without seeing little Snow White, and I will prize your gift as the dearest of my possessions"
The good little dwarfs pitied him when they heard these words, and so gave him the coffin. The King's son then bade his servants place it upon their shoulders and carry it away, but as they went they stumbled over the stump of a tree, and the violent shaking shook the piece of poisonous apple which had lodged in Snow White's throat out again, so that she opened her eyes, raised the lid of the coffin, and sat up, alive once more.
"Where am I?" she cried, and the happy Prince answered "Thou art with me, dearest"
Then he told her all that had happened, and how he loved her better than the whole world, and begged her to go with him to his father's palace and be his wife. Snow White consented, and went with him, and the wedding was celebrated with great splendor and magnificence.
Snow White's wicked step-mother was bidden to the feast, and when she had arrayed herself in her most beautiful garments, she stood before her mirror, and said "Mirror, mirror upon the wall, Who is the fairest fair of all?"
And the mirror answered "O Lady Queen, though fair ye be, The young Queen is fairer to see."
How angry the wicked woman was then, and so terrified, too, that she scarcely knew what to do. At first she thought she would not go to the wedding at all, but then she felt that she could not rest until she had seen the young Queen. No sooner did she enter the palace than she recognized Snow White, and could not move for terror.
Then a pair of red-hot iron shoes was brought into the room with tongs and set before her, and these she was forced to put on and to dance in them until she could dance no longer, but fell down dead, and that was the end of her.

8/9/10

Moby Dick

That afternoon, i was watching a movie. Dunno what the title, but i think it was made around of early 90s. The movie is about several people who were reunited, and suddenly one of them misteriously disappeared. At the middle of the movie, they found out that in fact the building that they were stepped on was a psychopath's apartement which is now hiding from police pursuit. I remember couple scenes before the end, one of the characters talked about Moby Dick. Then i searched for Moby Dick on Wikipedia, and found out the book itself has 822 pages. I was just amazed because for me, it takes about a week to read 300 pages of romance novel nowadays. Sometimes i still got bored when i read novels like Twilight and kind of them. What about a hunting-whale-book like Moby Dick? Herman Melville wrote 822 pages about how to hunt a giant whale. He must has nother useful work or maybe he does love writing. After i read a lot info of Moby Dick, and also several posts from another blogs, I learned that whaling was the messiest, slimiest, smelliest job in the world. It involved traveling long distances on the open sea to catch whales, then lifting their carcasses onto your boat, and carving them up and boiling the fat to make oil. I also learned that in the olden days whales could sink whaleships. A huge whale with a skull like a battering ram did it in 1821, which is how a bunch of unlucky sailors ended up floating around on the ocean in small boats that they had to eat some of their shipmates in order to survive. Now i want to show you couple hand-paintings of Moby Dick which is i think it's amazing. I'm pretty sure they have never seen Moby Dick, but they were argue that whales they have been painted is Moby Dick. Old people. Take a look;

8/2/10

Quotes of the day

"Life's a bitch and then you die"

"Just living is not enough. One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower"

"Have a heart that never hardens, a temper that never tires, a touch that never hurts"

"If you live to be a hundred, i want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so i never have to live without you"

"You fall out of your mother's womb, you crawl across open country under fire, and drop into your grave"

8/1/10

WHAT THE FU^@&*<% ?

Last night i was hardly sleep and don't know what to do. I was kinda bored, so i switched my dad's laptop on and surfing on the internet. opened omegle and stuff. I was a bit hungry so i went downstairs and take some biscuits. As i came back, a stranger said hi to me at the chat's room. He's funny and frankly sounds silly, but somehow i'm sure he's got good looking. I didn't realised that those all biscuit's crumbed are falling down to my bed. I did not feel comfortable anymore, so i'm standing up and sweeping it all with my hands. Suddenly my phone ringing and of course i'm shocked out. I stepped on those crumbed and almost fell off. Fortunately my other feet helped me to stand up again. Actually my feet wasn't helping. My knee was. But then i realised, my knee was not right above my bed. It's right above the laptop, and my weights are all on that position. I can't standing with one feet stepped on those coarse crumbed and the other one is kneeling above the laptop. So as you've predicted, i fell off and befall above the laptop. I heard a 'crack' sound so i'm immediately stand up. As i turned around and look at it, i was like "WHAT THE FU^@&*<% ? oh no, not my dad's laptop!" The card reader's broke to a half. A half. After seeing that accident i'm immediately clean up my bed, put my dad's laptop back, and pretending that his laptop never broken and there's no one eat my brother's biscuits. Good lies. *evil's smile*

Fall Out Boy- Alpha Dog

Clap until you hands hurt
Standing ovations or b-b-b-boos
Wa-wa-watch us until we blur
Walk off into the sunset
Tell rock'n'roll
I'm alone again
I want to pick
The mid west home again
Your time has passed
They say never means never
So the fast dance won't last
But never means forever
Never means forever

Alpha dog and oh, oh, omegalomaniac
Alpha dog and oh omega-mega-lo
Welcome to the new deja vu,
I can almost see the wizard
Through the curtains
Alpha dog and oh, oh, omegalomaniac

We must have the best coach
Tell the best jokes
We must make it hard to look so easy
Doing something so hard

(You must see my way)
(That's whe-when they look at me)
I'm a, i'm a star
I'm a, i'm a star
I'm a star
Oh, i'm a star

Alpha dog and oh, oh, omegalomaniac
Alpha dog and oh omega-mega-lo
Welcome to the new deja vu,
I can almost see the wizard
Through the curtains
Alpha dog and oh, oh, omegalomaniac

You're not the first, or the last
But you're possibly the prettiest
Whoa, he's a fighter
Past his prime
He's in the gutter wetting his hands
I'm just fine

Not the first, or the last
But you're possibly the prettiest
Whoa, he's a fighter
Past his prime
He's in the gutter wetting his hands

Alpha dog and oh, oh, omegalomaniac
Alpha dog and oh omega-mega-lo
Welcome to the new deja vu,
I can almost see the wizard
Through the curtains
Alpha dog and oh, oh,omegalomaniac

7/31/10

The meaning of love

See what people thinks about love. These answers were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. Take a look;
"Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way"

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth"

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other"

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of theirs"

"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don't yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings"

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired"

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure it's tasted OK"

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen"

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate"

"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared they won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more"

"There are two kinds of love: Our love and God’s love. But God makes both kinds of them"

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday"

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well"

"During my piano recital, i was on a stage and scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore"

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night"

"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken"

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day"

"I let my big sister pick on me because my mom says she only picks on me because she loves me. So i pick on my baby sister because i love her."

"Love cards like Valentine's cards say stuff on them that we'd like to say ourselves, but we wouldn't be caught dead saying"

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you"

"You really shouldn't say 'i love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget"

"God could have said magic words to make the nails fall off the cross, but He didn’t. That's love"

7/26/10

Do not sitting in font of your pc all day

"According to Live Science, a new study suggests that too much time sitting down is linked to an increased risk of death, particularly for women. And even if you hit the gym every day, your risk of mortality still goes up if your butt is planted firmly in a chair the rest of the time, according to the study. Just when we thought we only had about 12 months left to live, we got to the good news: The study refers to time sitting down outside of work. Women who reported sitting more than six hours per day (outside of work) were 37 percent more likely to die during the time period studied than those who sat fewer than three hours a day, Live Science reports. Men who sat more than six hours a day (also outside of work) were 18 percent more likely to die than those who sat fewer than three hours per day."

Well i think teachers should have read this so they will reduce our times for school.

7/25/10

Fall Out Boy- Yule Shoot Your Eye Out

These are your good years
Don't take my advice
You never wanted the nice boys anyway
And i'm of good cheer
'Cause i've been checking my list
The gifts you're receiving from me
Will be

One awkward silence
And two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
Staying up, waiting by the phone
And all i want this year is for you to dedicate your last breath to me
Before you bury yourself alive

Don't come home for Christmas
You're the last thing i wanna see
Underneath the tree
Merry Christmas, i could care less

Happy New Years, baby
You owe me
The best gift i will ever ask for
Don't call me up, when the snow comes down
It's the only thing i want this year

One awkward silence
And two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
Staying up, waiting by the phone
And all i want this year is for you to dedicate your last breath to me
Before you bury yourself alive

Don't come home for Christmas
You're the last thing i wanna see
Underneath the tree
Merry Christmas, i could care less

Don't come home for Christmas
You're the last thing i wanna see
Underneath the tree (Don't come home for Christmas)
Merry Christmas, i could care less

Don't come home for Christmas
You're the last thing i wanna see
Underneath the tree (Don't come home for Christmas)
Merry Christmas, i could care less

7/21/10

Love :)

JOHN MAYER



GABE SAPORTA




PETE WENTZ




MARTIN JOHNSON

Quotes of the day

i just found few of good quotes and i think i'm gonna post this on my blog. enjoy;
"Your heart is my piñata"

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, 'thats her'"

"Eventually you will come to understand that love heals everything, and love is all there is"

"Friendship that flows from the heart cannot be frozen by adversity, as the water that flows from the spring can't congeal in winter"

Pay off

i'm at the starbucks right now, waiting my turns on the line to buy a cup of cappucino for my damn drowsiness. it's nine at night, and i'm already sleepy. i've lost my passion to do exciting things since ages. i lived in my apartement, alone. o yeah, my name is claire. i was born in california, and then moved to london. one thing that always associated with london, crowded. i have no room for my privacy and i hate that. i'm kind of shy archaic man, but girls people think i'm cool. my parents both are american, but they spend the rest of their life at london, which is fulled with freaky people who talked with that english accent. they're just talk too much. i've ever had a weird dream about england too, and that's why i sounds like hate them. now, i decide to come back to america. not california again, i choose manhattan to start a new life. i drop out from high school because i can't stand in england anymore. i work for myself and someday, if i've got enough money, i hope it's gonna be enough for the college. when i was younger, my mom ever teach me to make pancake. so, surprisingly i accepted to work at Mama Dan's Pancake. sounds like stupid working at a pancake house, but i don't care. it's kinda fun to work with old obesity guy which is the manager. dude, i grow up in england and they're so much worse than america. the accent, the people, the culture, argghh. but somehow i feel like a british here. i hate that. in this pancake house, i'm the only one who know what kind of food is 'Toad-in-the-Hole'. another worker here, Nathan, said "dude, i've ever had an england friend who called women's boobs as nunga-nunga. BAHAHAH" ew. okay forget about the nunga and back into my life. as the day passed away, i learned about america. finally i remember my brief childhood that i spent in california. big house, surrounded with shrubs at the huge. my dad's family were all politicus. but after the crisis in that year, they became insolvent. their large project has been destroyed due to the mass's uprising. my dad came from washington, and then moved to california to start a new life, using the rest of his fortune. that's why i was born in california. my dad used to be like obama if he still alive, but that crisis changed it. maybe not obama, G. Bush is cool. yes i do hate when i talked about my life. now, i work as hard as i can. i just want to get money and go to the college. my parents both are dead and i consider that i could go into college. yes, sounds like a fool. but if someday i late to pay the tuition and get expelled from school, at least i could proved to my parents that i've ever been lecture. back to the starbucks, i'm still waiting my turn to buy a cappucino. come on, a cappucino. i'm totally bored, standing here and keep waiting. there's no good view at starbucks, until a brown-straight-hair-girl comes up. she wear a brown coat with beige shirt underneath. the lamp above the ceiling are still shining, so when she pulled the door and steps down, she look like the most beautiful angel i've ever seen. that was really a breathtaking moment. she look older than me but she still look like an angel. me, which is involuntarily not blinking didn't realised a guy behind me yelling "hey kid, step forward a bit!" i was conscious and immediately stepped forward. i know that she know i'm staring at her. i don't know how i look like when i'm stunned, but i feel stupid. finally after get my cappucino, i walked back to apartement. then suddenly somebody yell "CLAIRE! WAIT, CLAIIRREE!" sounds like a she. maybe she has been yelling my name for times, but i didn't hear. i turn around. woah, that's the girl at starbucks. how'd she know my name? she stop her steps and with a panting breath she said "uh..you forget your badge.. maybe it fell off when.. you pour a little rum from the bottle next to you" oh yeah, that's my badge. a pancake's chef bought a coffee from starbucks. cool. really cool dumbass. "uhm..yeah.. that's my badge. i'm sorry for make you running this far. thanks anyway" i said. she nodded and said "very welcome" she smile. suddenly i realised something. brown straight hair, brown eyes, sincere smile, uhm.. she is a journalist from new york times, Jennifer Morgan. and now, she run this far just to give my badge back. YEAH, SUCH A GOOD OMEN. "your face look familiar. i think we've ever met somewhere.." i lie. i'm sure she will say yes. "yeah.. maybe you've ever met a lot journalist like me" she said shyly. nah, i'm right. she is a pretty famous journalist. i think all her articles are brilliant and she seems insightful. "journalist? cool. i always want to be a journalist. seems the most exciting job ever" i said amazed. maybe i'm overact. she giggled. "you know, it's not that easy to be a journalist. you have to write and.. just write" gah i sounds like a fool. trying to find a common but unwittingly i pretended to like something she hates. "uhm well..i'll consider about being a journalist again" i laughed. "it's getting late. i gotta go" she said "yeah, have a nice night" i replied "thanks, you too" she walked away, but then turn around. "maybe i'll go to Mama Dan's sometimes!" she said, then smile. i can't lie, she is beautiful. and yes, she's not lying too. in the next day, she come to the Mama Dan's. i told Nathan, i'll take care of this customer. she ordered two layers of pancake and then we talked about our hobbies, favorite books, just a politeness. the day passed away, the month, until the year. i'm dating with Jennifer. she's five years older than me but somehow i feel comfortable with our difference. today is her birthday. i'm kinda confuse, i don't know what i gotta give to her. trojan? uhm.. it's not a gift. ring? yes, of course ring. but how could i bought her a ring? diamond necklace? sparkling bracelet? i don't have enough money for those things. we're going to meet in two hours but i haven't bought her any gift, YET. i'm walking on the Resedy Street right now. i was attracted by a black short skirt and a leather belt. i know it's gonna look perfectly match with a tank top and a leather jacket. it's pretty cheap too. what a good store. but then i realised that's really not Jenni's style. so, with tears i leave that store (bahah i love my funny self) i stopped my steps in another store. actually a big store. i saw a black scarf hanging in a mannequin's neck. this time, i'm sure this scarf will look match with every coach and dress she wear. so i bought it. yay, i got a perfect gift. well, i'm the proved that not all boys are outdated. awesome me! after two hours, we finally meet. i said her happy birthday, and wish she's gonna be a better woman. actually she has been the best for me. she said "thanks" and kiss my forehead with a bit tiptoe. well i'm a tall dude. haha, show off again :D one day, few weeks after her birthday, she told me that she want to talk to me, about a good news she's got. at the same time, i'm going to talk about a good news either. well, this is my good news. one week ago, a costumer comes and bought a plate of pancake. since then, he bought our pancakes more often. we didn't realise until he told us (the whole worker) he is Harris Cook. he's a chef at Planet Hollywood's Resort and Cafe at LV. he said my pancake tasted perfect. he want me to consider about working with him at LV. he'll hone my abbilities at cooking if i want to work with him. isn't that such a good news? I'M SO EXITED! AND I'M ABSOLUTELY TAKE THAT JOB! i know it means i have to leave Manhattan, but i'm sure Jennifer will understand that. this is my dream. if i've got enough money, i'll go to the college near my office and then, after finished the school, somehow i'll be a politicus like my dad. we decided to meet at starbucks. "hey Claire" she said. "hey. wanna buy some coffee first?" i asked. she nodded and smile. as i come back with two cups of coffees, she asked "so, you said you have a good news. what's that?" "no it's ok, you first. i think you've got a better one than me" i said, humble myself. "uhm.. ok. few years ago, i've ever realesed a book. Wake Me Up. kind of horror story. when my book first released, there's not many people interested and bought my book. but couple weeks ago, a director called me and he wants to ask permission to make a movie from my book. after he met me directly, he said he want me to help him to done this movie and if so, in the next three years the movie will be realesed. is that awesome?!" she asked with with a glowing eyes. wait, is that mean she'll travel and being with that director everytime? actor and actrees's audition, setting place, and stuff? is that mean we have to broke up? "Claire, is that awesome?" she asked me again. i'm numb. "uh..yeah.. that's really awesome" i said stammer. "so what's your good news?" she asked my again, wishing my news won't be better than her. "actually.. uhm.. it's not a good news anymore" i replied. i don't wanna lose her. she'll make her own movie soon. i'll work at LV too. we won't be at Manhattan anymore. what should i say? we will have a huge distance between us. there's a possibility, if i worked on LV i might never see her again. "uh come on, i'm sure it's a good news too. just tell me" she said. i sighed. then i said "a chef asked me to work with him at Planet Hollywood, LV" she look shocked, and then she drew a long breath. "you take the job?" she asked. i nodded. "well.. what we gonna do next?" she asked resignedly. "i don't know.. maybe we should do the best thing for both of us, even though.." i replied. but then i stopped. i look at her. her eyes were glazed. she's going to cry, but then she say "yes.. before we start to lying and hurt each other" "i think we know what is the best thing for both of us, right? you know we both can't do a long distance relationship" i said. this is just hurt. i watched my love walk out from my dammit life, but i didn't do anything. i even let her crying and not holding her hand. what imma doing? her tears start falling down. she's not saying anything, she keep crying and i just watching her with my own guilty. "since the first time i met you, i know this is not gonna work.." she said, sob. "we're not meant for being toget.." "don't say that." i interrupted. "i can't see you cry. i can't see those tears. just.. stop it" i said, sounds bluster. i don't know why i said that. "i'm not a romantic guy. i even just.. a boy. the first time we start this relationship, i'm sure it's gonna work. i'm super confindent that i'll be together with Jennifer Morgan. but then.. i realised i was wrong. i saw how you talk to me, seeing me, you're just very mature. someday, at your old ages, i'm sure you will say 'i have ever dating with a young man which is more worthy being my best friend' You're just to good for me.." i said. she smile. a bit forced, but i know she's ingenuous. "thanks claire. you've been a nice guy this far" she said and giggled. her eyes still glazed but she look better now. "your welcome. i hope your movie will be surprisingly succed" i replied. we both standing and i'm trying to say a goodbye now. "thanks again. i hope you'll be a famous cook too. uhm.. i'll miss you" she said. with a big smile i said "i will miss you too, Jenni. promise we'll be a good friend!" "of course we will. bye, Claire" she said and then walked away. "goodbye, Jenni" i said, and then come back to my apartement. three years have been passed. i used to be a chef at PH. and then, after get a pretty much money, i enrolled to the University Of Pheonix and i'm accpeted. i also get the scholarship. I FEEL SO LUCKY RIGHT NOW. YAAY! couple months ago, i quit from PH, but then i accepted to work as a assistant manager at a famous magazine's company. Harris, a nice chef at PH, is the guy who recommend me to this company. and somehow, i accepted. i'm not good at communicate with people, so now.. i just keep continued my life and hope tomorrow would be a better day. one day, when i go starbucks and buy a cappucino, i remember all my words to Jenni. i sounds like a child. too honest and shelfish. i seems never grown up. now, have a realtionship with Jenni seems a bad idea. she's too good for me. for once i've seen myself on the bad side, dunno because of my bad habits, or attitudes. i think both of it. i've been trough a bad thing, also a good thing. Jenni is the good one. i realised it's all just gonna be a memories. i could feel sorry for myself, but now i know, it will never pay off.

"lyaswehxenriywezsdap"

tadi gue baru pulang lia, capek banget seharian abis sekolah belom istirahat. disekolah itu sekarang kalo ngga laper ya ngantuk. ngga ada semangat nya gitu. semangat hidup pun ngga ada *astajim sedih banget idup gue. abis waktu itu gue belom diajarin fisika aja dan baru banget pertama kali sekolah, LANGSUNG ADA TES FISIKA, BIOLOGI, MTK, TIK, PAKE DUA BAHASA ALIAS BILINGUAL. oh oke sorry lebay tapi secara gitu otak gue masih samalah kayak anak sd tapi langsung disuruh ngerjain tes yang sebegitu susah. waktu dikelas semua pada shock gitu ngeliat soal soalnya, ajegile pake bahasa inggris-_- gurunya juga kayaknya sih baru belajar bahasa inggris, jadi ngomongnya gado gado gitu. fisika nya aja gue belom ngerti, ditambah gurunya ngomong inggris kayak "lyaswehxenriywezsdap" yaa saya menerima semua ini dengan lapang dada kok haha udah deh jadi males ngomongin soal belajar. btw gue juga dapet gambar dari google yg berhubungan sama shock. enjoy ;

6/30/10

Believers Never Die

These are some parts of believers never die. Hope you like this album as i do.

COVER


CREDITS


THANKYOU'S



LYRICS

Folie Ah Dude

I just bought a fob's album and i'm so exited. While listening to their songs, i open the cd's cover and i saw fob's member's hand writing. This is one of those hand writings i like the most, Folie Ah Dude by Joe Trohman.

6/6/10

Lady Antabellum- Need You Now

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause i can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, i'm all alone and i need you now
Said i wouldn't call but i lost all control and i need you now
And i don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And i wonder if i ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, i'm a little drunk and i need you now
Said i wouldn't call but i lost all control and i need you now
And i don't know how i can do without
I just need you now

Woah woaaah

Guess i'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all
It's a quarter after one i'm all alone and i need you now
And i said i wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and i need you now
And i don't know how i can do without

I just need you now
I just need you now
(Wait)
Oh, baby, i need you now

4/8/10

Jake Abel

I'm so exited because now all school tests in this week is over. oh i love freedom. so now i decide to make a new post about Jake Abel.
His real name is Jacob Allen Abel. Like another actor, before he became famous the management changed his name. Jake was born in Canton, Ohio, USA, November 18th 1987. His firts break was landing a role on disney channel's original movie, Go Spencer. Then he continued his career and played in another films in the next year. My favorite films are Percy Jackson & The Lovely Bones. dude, you shave to watch it. in 2009, he played on the CW tv series, Supernatural. he also ever played in another tv series like CSI, Zack and Cody, Life, Threshold, etc. nah i got a problem while uploading the pictures so i can't put it here. You can search it on Google if you want.

3/26/10

Peter Lewis Kingston Wentz

Pete was born in Wilmette, Illinois, USA, June 5th 1979. Pete was primarily involved in Chicago hardcore punk scene, and in several bands at the end of 1990's like First Born, Extinction, Arma Angelus,Yellow Road Priest, and Racetraitor.
Pete and Joe Trohman, bassist of Arma Angelus, founded a band named Fall Out Boy, after joe indtroducide pete a musical acquaintance, Patrick Stump. Andy Hurley agreed to drum part-time, but he joined band full-time later. In 2004, Pete played his last show as Arma Angelus's vocalist.
in 2003, Fall Out Boy was realesed one album named Take This To Your Grave. After released their first album, Fall Out Boy released another album in the next year. In his band Fall Out Boy, Pete doin both as a bassist and baking vocal. In 2007, Pete opened a nightclub in New York with bandmates and other bands as the manager like Gym Class Heroes, The Academy Is ...., and Cobra Starship.
Ok that's all i know about him. Now here's few of his picture:

Pelatih lebay

Tadi pagi ada al azhar cup 6 disekolah gue. Waktu gue liat, yang lagi tanding itu tim basket sekolah gue yang masih pemula. Mereka tanding sama sekolah dari al azhar pas. Pelatihnya alpas itu kayak om2 pake kacamata. Yang paling lucu itu waktu pelatihnya bilang "YA ALLAH MARNING!!!!" padahal pemain dari alpas ga ada yang namanya marning. Terus si pelatih itu juga bilang "YA ALLAH IJAHHHH!!!" padahal pemain dari alpas juga ga ada yang namanya ijah. Udah gitu mukanya ga nahan banget. Kalau menurut gue sih pelatihnya itu mirip sama pelawak, tapi gatau namanya siapa yang jelas mirip. Abis pertandingannya selesai, gue liat ada orang yang mirip saykoji di sekolah. Gue langsung ketawa, soalnya sumpah orang itu mirip banget sama saykoji lmfao.

Fall Out Boy

Now i wanna tell you one of my fav band then introduced them.
Yep, Fall Out Boy is an american rock band from Illinois, USA. They performed for the first time in 2001. The members are Patrick Stump, Peter Wentz, Andy Hurley, and Joe Trohman. Their first album was realesed in 2003 named Take This To Your Grave. In the next year, they realesed one album named My Heart Will Always B-Side My Tounge. In 2005, they realesed one album named From Under The Cork Tree. From Under The Cork Tree was selling over 68.000 copies in the first week. From Under The Cork Tree also achieved double platinum after selling 2,5 million albums in USA alone. At the same year, they realesed an album named Fall Out Boy's Evening Out With Your Girlfriend.
In 2007, they realesed one album named Infinty On High. At the same year they realesed one album named This Ain't A Scene It's An Arm Race - Kanye West remix. In 2008, they realesed two albums named Live In Pheonix and Folie a Deux. In 2009, they realesed two album consessively named Alpha Dog and Believers Never Die. Fall Out Boy said Believers Never Die write down the greatest hits that theyve ever make. Now
here's the hottest band in america, for me :

















And the vocalist, Patrick Stump which is now not chubs anymore :( I will upload his newest picture soon;

New blog

This is my first blog and i made it this noon. Be right back, and i will post another soon. See you.